You don't trust me? You're angry with me?

I've trusted you all the way, never mentioning about the two of you being too close together, about me feeling uneasy. I believed what you told me after Mr Oh's wedding, no doubt.

You said you suffered alot of shit from all the gossip and rumours, but do you think people only talked about you? They said you are sly, cunning, scheming... But they said I'm ignorant, stupid, a fool...

I'm never scared of rivalry, I welcome it/them. You know I will never give up so easily, no matter what. It's so disappointing that you blamed me for not trusting you when I told you to stop seeing her...You think I was trying to cut off one competitor? Then you are so wrong..I just wanted to protect you from any further rumours and bad-mouthing... And now it has happened and you blame me? So how can I satisfy you? Get lost? Back out?

I never wanted to approach you. I know I would lose my cool. You came to find me yourself.

You did what I hate most. Girls over friendship.

Fuck you.

Now I see that day reaching me at the speed of light. Please I don't want it to come. Haiz...

Silent Hill...not scary one lor...kena scammed yet again...haha...It's just gory and cruel and gross...Plus some cheap thrills with the thunderous booms and bangs etc etc...And it's like around 2 hours.... Gives me the Da Vinci Code feeling... heh.. SIANZ...




I hope that day won't come, but I can't and won't stop you if you just want to try:)

CO chalet is so crap... from like 50 people?It decreased all the way to 8 on the last day! What the hell man! Chalet with only 8 people... Only have Bryan and 7 VS guys... VS rox! haha... No activities were planned... PS2 Arcade Mahjong Cards were all we could do... Ann Siong still sick?Must take care arh...




What is importance?What is priority?What is sacrifice?What is friendship?How should be friendship be?Friendship should go to what extent?Should friendship have any limits?Should there be equality for everything?Am I wrong?What am I?

Jeffrey said we will get 110 CIP hrs for our Sri Lankan YEP trip:) .. but actually don't have CIP hrs also nvm, what matters is we gained a whole new cool unforgettable once-in-a-lifetime experience and fun and made good friends, yeah REAL GOOD...hehe.. Anyway thanks alot Jeff!!!

Random...

Humans spend so much time and effort and money on their relationships but they may end up losing it anytime. But animals can just meet, have sex, have kids, and not break up. So cool! Haha...Just something random from the TV...

"CARS" was great. Oh no the day was great XD

:) 

Countless lies. Limitless Cruelty. Endless pleading. Really?

My Mom is beginning to question me. I'm losing my patience. Poor family communication. Poor guidance. I wonder how she can not know about my life, a big part of it.

Madness. Brute force. Unwillingness. Tears. Lies. Cruelty. Unfairness. Sub-zero coldness. Baseless discussions.

Can you take this? Today I'm your girlfriend, I love you. Now we part and I love you as my best friend forever. Is this maturity, hypocritism, a white lie, or cold-bloodedness? Or am I just too weak to accept reality?

Generosity. Calmness. Logical thinking. Hypocritism. Masks. Internal bleeding. Perseverance. Stupidity. Empty promises. Blind waiting.

Promises are meant to be broken?

Wad a sad holidae... it's a wk oredi... i've onie like studied(or read thru?) 4 chap of chem... dere's like TONNES more lor... phy everythin... f maths, arh 4get it... i dun gv a shit animore... i still hafta train 2 pass the SBJ...sianz... howta exercise when i'm tired, hvin sleepless nites everydae, drinkin... haiz... Shen2 A3 Jiu4 Jiu4 Wo3 Ba3... srry TXY 4 ponnin ur concert, tt elizabeth oso lor...lol... pai seh arh... nxt wk still gg DSTA n DSO... juz went on wed, PESK A oredi...sianz...

Can anyone please advise me or just tell me what to do? Please.

Restraining yourself and not allowing to speak out your heart feels miserable, it hurts.... So I shall just say it here. The reason is that I want to bring the girl I like to the place I like... That's all... So simple, just a few words, why is it so difficult?

It's just so different. Not the way the whole thing works but how I feel during and after the whole thing. I pick up the phone, surface talk, Good Night Bye Bye, hanged up. SaD CaSe.

Just received an sms... oOo she's glad!cool! ok.. But am I?LoLx I don't know... Just wanna say that it don't always takes 2 hands to clap... n there's no free lunch..some1 muz hv worked n suffered 2 produce it... yupz... that's all...

Ganbate Ne!

TC! Go on! Don't lose your momentum! I'm sure you can fight on! Don't give up yeah! gogogo!