A very big thank you to all my friends who have helped me in one way another, consoling me, giving me ideas, spurring me on, telling me not to die and stuff. Thank you all :)

Sweet memories...

Loving someone and being loved by someone is so easy, but having the two occuring together is just worse than searching for a needle on the seabed

Do I have a choice?

TC is sad. On one hand he cannot take it lying down, on the other, he knows he has to take it. Left, I can't bear to give her up. Right, I can't bear to risk making her suffer again. Zuo3 You4 Wei2 Nan2. Up, I'm putting up a brave front. Down, I'm crying and stabbing my heart. Tan3 Te4 Bu4 An1. Consciously, I did not even have the courage to tell her my thoughts, ending up talking on unconstructive issues. Sub-consciously, I know I want her, and keep thinking of ways to win her back. Mei2 Yong4. Ahaha loser!Boo!

I Love you

I've been unfair and cruel to both of us. I don't know how I can redeem myself, or at least recover from this ordeal. Of course it's too late, of course I'm tired, but I want nothing but a chance, a chance to create a new path and future for us together. I hope I will be able to work for this chance. I swear from the bottom of my heart. Time will neither heal my wounds nor wash away my mistakes, it'll only intensify my guilt and love for you. May God hold witness to this.

I Love you

I love you Si Min, you and only you. That will not change.

YEAH!!!

Ooh YEAH! The CO concert is finally over! CO is now coming to an end..both a relief n of coz, misery.... i guess life will b so so so much less hectic n free w/o CO practices, but it'll b certainly b emptier, i'm sure of that.... CO is mi life..mi life is CO... now to the concert... i was so v v nervous n scared la!! Hong Zhou they all shouted " TECK CHUAN PRO!!!"... wah i kena shocked la! then jackson n si min oso shouted.... wah i tink mi smile was like "mi face kena cramp la!" ... so i played... screwed along the way la... but of coz ppl wun care, esp hmm...noobs?hehe jkjk... haha... ya lor... the rest of the songs were rather sad 4 mi... coz it may well b the last time i'm performing wif VJCO... yupz... CO rox!!! GUZHENG rox more!!! hehe...